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kenapa sih judulnya ga pernah bener?apa otak gue yg semakin lama semakin menurun ke warasannya?lalu salah siapa?salah gue?salah temen2 gue?~oke abaikan yang td.emmpphhh abs baca blognya devinamaniez dan lagi2 cocok dengan suasana hati gue yaallah saya lagi galaw karena gue mau move on tp gak bisa2 sebenernya bukan gak bisa sih tp gue gak mau sebenernya gue ini orangnya gampang banget move on tapi klo sama si didi ini sebenernya gue bisa move on tapi banyak pertimbangannya soalnya......dia yang jadi penyemangat gue di segala hal dia yang bikin gue berubah tapi kata seseorang yang tlah menjadi pensihat gue katanya itu malah bahaya soalnya takutnya didi bener2 bakal nyakitin gue dan nannti gue pasti down se down nya dan bikin semua hidup gue yang udah tertata rapi jadi berantakan banget,tapi gue masih butuh dia minimal sampe gue lulus dan dapet nilai baik buat masuk sma 78 amin ya allah.gue mau jauh sama dia tapi gue gak bisa ya allah............dia motivasi gue tapi gue pikir gue hrus move on soalnya dia udh pnya pdkt an dan pdkt annya itu baik banget sama gue gue gakmau dia tau gue suka dia
ini gue copy dari blog nya devina.maaf ya dev klo mau tampar aja gue tampar tampar nih gue:

you said : smile please, and dont crying. youre my bfriend. im sad if youre sad too..

me : ..... (how can i stop crying if youre the reason why am i cry! and how can i smile if you give me that kindest sweet thing that can makes me always reminds you. and bfriend? just bfriend? ohyeah, emang gitu kok :(( )

now i feel like asquib. fallin in love is just wonderful at first!! not until one month, i already taste the bitter of love. the hubbub of love. and maybe this is the most hubbub that i ever had. comeon! i was no longer moveon from that boy who makes me stuck. and now the boy who can make me forget about him is already have a girlfriend!! what a curious lovelife i have! i just want to freaking out all of the pain that i taste now. its hurtful!! :(

loving you is like consuming a drug. cause i just cant stop loving you. even for a while. loving you is a happiness to me. although you call it disaster or whatever you want. loving you stil will be ahappiness to me. im sorry for loving you :( gbye love!

youre my honey, cause you sweet and everlasting. your my red savina chilli, cause i like both of you. and both of you are hot x___x youre my rooler coaster, cause my heart is beat faster and pumping when you with me.  but youre also my knife, cause you bleed my heart

i cant run out from your heart.i just cant stop thinking about you.. sounds poetic? sounds crazy? yeah i feel crazy now! its because of you! i hate my self for loving you. you just start drives me insane :( how poor i am..

im stuck with you, i cannot forget everything about you. everything that i do reminds me of you. i try to walk out slowly from you, but i run fastly back to you. i dont know how and i dont know why.. i just know that im missing, need and love you now :((

i remembering you and your jokes many times in the same day. at the first, i laugh loudly. at the second, i still laughing, at the third i still laugh a little. at the fourth i just smile. and i repeated that same things for many times, and i will always smile!. dont you see your influnce to me in my life now? i love you :(((

bye, you :") im sorry cause i still in love with you :'). sounds geek? idontcarealittle B)